righttowrite: Life and Death

righttowrite: Life and Death: allaboutyngel **********     **********     **********     **********     ********** Yesterday, An Angel was sent from above Se...

Life and Death

allaboutyngel

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Yesterday,

An Angel was sent from above

Sent on earth

To fulfil a mission with love

The angel saw the world

Live a life normal to this world

Follow the laws and policies in this world

Do what is required by the world

The angel has to complete the mission

From the beginning it will go on

The end is yet to be known

Before the eyes of the one who has the vision

The angel was raised like a normal child

Grow up and follows the cycle of life

Encounter trials and triumphs with success

The usual phase, the angel has to face

Today,

The angel begins to know

The things she needs to do

As well as the things she has to throw

Life is beautiful

She holds it as she grow

But life is cruel

That, she’s not prepared to know

She is now facing the trials

Encounter downfalls (to be continued)

SOMETIMES

Sometimes,
everything around me seems so fine
the direction of my journey is a straight line

sometimes,
everything i see lightens up the day
like a rainbow in the sky after that rainy day

sometimes,
everything i do feels so perfect
it falls into place without a single trick

sometimes,
everything that happens seems so right
it gives color to the night like a neon light

sometimes,
everything i hear are like music to the ear
the beat and rhythm casts away the fear

sometimes,
everything i get are so great
joy and happiness are what they create

sometimes'
everything in my head are all positive
the responses I get are all approval and affirmative

oftentimes,
joy fades with just one click
but sorrow and pain roots so deep

After all,
good, better, and best are just SOMETIMES.

a tragic love.story ( from my fb notes)

Note : this is made out of boredom. I don't know how I come up with this idea, all I know is just i just get a pen and paper and there it goes! walang aangal :P

Magbestfriend, super inlove nitong si boy kay girl. syempre bestfriends kaya medyo nag-aalangan magtapat si boy. (kaso sobrang obvious niya!) pero kahit ganun, hindi nagpapahalata 'tong si girl na may naaamoy na siyang something fishy :) Plain friend pa rin turing niya dito.

One day, hindi na natiis ni boy... nanligaw siya, kaso, torpe kaya sa txt lang dinaan.

Umabot ng buwan, hanggang naging taon ngunit hindi pa rin siya sinasagot ni girl. Ayon, nagalit si boy.. nagtampo. Hindi niya pinapansin si girl. nagtaka naman si girl, hinayaan niya muna baka kasi kailangan lang ni boy ng time and space.

Lumipas ang ilang buwan... kahit anung try ni girl na kausapin si boy 'di pa rin siya nito pinapansin, parati siyang iniiwasan nito hanngang sa nabalitaan nalang niya na may GF na si boy.

Nang magkita sila ( kasama ni boy ang GF niya)

Girl : uie :D Congrats ha ? may girlfriend ka na pala ngayon. I'm really Happy for you :P

Nainis si boy. 'di man lang nagselos si girl.. walang bahid ng kalungkutan at panghihinayang sda mukha nito.. ang saya2 pa nga . kaya ginawa niya lahat .. naging super sweet sya sa gf niya everytime nasa harap nila si girl pero parang wa epik lahat ng 'yun.

Nagdaan ang mga taon, ang dami nang nagdaan na girlfriend sa buhay ni boy.. 'di na halos mabilang- wala naman kasi siyang problema sa pagpapalit.. gwapo, mayaman, MVP = as in super sikat at crush ng campus.

GRADUATION !

with flying colors talaga si girl.. Summa Cum Laude lang naman kaya naging sobrang in demand sa malalaking Company. kaliwa't kanan na agad ang offer sa kanya di pa man siya naka pag board exam for CPA. samantalang itong si boy naman, walang balak mag apply ng trabaho, total siya lang din naman ang nag-iisang tagapagmana ng kanyang mga magulan.

After graduation.. matapos magtop sa board exam ni girl nagtrabaho sya sa malayo, nawalan ng communication si boy kay girl.

Time had past. Kahiut ganun inlove pa rin siya kay girl.. syempre, inlove kaya todo emote ang gago.. ibinaling ba naman ang panahon sa pambababae ?

Five years later = may nabuntis si boy pero ayaw niyang pakasalan ang babae kasi nga wala siyang nararamdaman dito.. pampalipas oras niya lang 'to para makalimutan si girl. inLOve pa rin siya kay girl!

Nagkita uli sila ni girl. This time nag-usap na sila. Nalaman niyang engaged na pala si girl ( schoolmate din nila dati ang future hubby ni girk, actually kaibigan niya pa kaya doble ang sakit.. feeling niya sinaksak siya ng icepick sa buong katawan at pinutol pa pati atriums ng heart niya). Next week na ang kasal ni girl. Ang masaklap pa, binigyan sya ng invitation ni girl at sinabing :

Wag kang mawawala ha ? hahanapin talaga kita dun. Lagot ka sa akin pag di ka sumipot!

(Ouch! Matapos siyang saksakin, pakiramdam niya binalatan pa siya at pina gulong-gulong sa asin.)

Boy: please? 'wag kang pakakasal sa iba? Mahal na mahal kita. Mahal na Mahal pa rin kita .

Girl: Magkakaanak ka na ..

Boy: Hindi ko naman pababayaan ang anak ko.

Girl: eh, pa'no ang nanay ng baby ?

Boy: ikaw ang mahal ko. hindi ko sya mahal.

Girl: ------------------------------------?

( may bahid na ng kalungkutan at pait ang mukha ni boy.. makikita mo rito ang pagsusumamo)

Boy: bakit mo ako binasted nuon ?

Girl: bakit gusto mong malaman ? ang tagal na no'n.

boy: Please sabihin mo sa akin? maaaring sa'yo matagal na, ngunit sariwa pa rin ito sa puso't isipan ko. Bakit ?

girl: binasted ba kita?

Boy: eh?? bakit di mo ako sinagot > naghintay ako ng isang taon.

girl: bainasa mo ba ang sulat?

boy: sulat?? kelan? saan?

girl: nasa notebook mo.. kinabukasan matapos mong magtapat.

boy: wala akong nabasa.. hindi ko nabasa ..........

girl: kasi hindi ka nagbabasa.. maybe we're just not meant for each other. Please take care of yourself always. and love your child...

(hindi na tinapos ni girl ang sinabi . tumalikod na ito at naiwang nakatulala si boy)

Dali-daling umuwi si boy sa kanila at agad na hinanap ang notebook niya nung first year college. Mabuti na lang at itinago ito ng mommy niya, kahit anong pilit niya rito na itapon na lang iyon ay pilit pa ring itinatago ng mommy niya lahat ng gamit niya mula preschool hanggang sa grumadweyt siya. May pakinabang rin pala ang hobby ng mommy niya! Nang makita niya ang notebook ayh agad niya itong pinunasan-puno na kasi ito ng alikabok.. mula kasi ng mag mgrate ang parents niya sa U.S. eh wala nang nag-aasikaso sa collection ng mommy niya kaya itinambak nalang ang mga ito sa attic.

Nang binuklat niya ito, sulat kamay lahat ni girl ang andun.. lage kasi siya nitong sinusulatan ng mga notes nila kasi napaka tamad niya, gayunpaman, binabalewala niya lang ito. di rin naman kasi siya nag-aaral kasi he just take his notes for granted. Sa kalagitnaan ng mga pahina, do'n niya nakita ang sulat:

To you my Dearest ,

            I am very grateful to our Almighty Father that I found someone like you. I am happy to have a friend like you.

though life hadn't been easy for me, you always find ways to make my burden lighter. I don't know what is in you, all I know is that I am happy to have you.

            Even before you tell me, I already know your feelings but I just didn't show it nor had the courage to ask you about it because I am still not certain if my instinct is true or if  it is just my presumptions because I want to believe that you feel the same way I do.

            Dear, sometimes, there are things that's out of our control. there are instances that we have to sacrifice for the persons that we love.And this certainty bothers me. I already made a promise to my parents, and you know that.

            Please wait for me until I earn my degree.

Love and Care

 ouch!!  ang laking pagsisisi ni boy ngayon.. naluluha na nga sya. Mahal pala sya ni girl, kaso pinalagpas nya. Naisip nya tuloy kung gaano pala kaimportante ang magbasa .

Pagkababa ni boy mula sa attic nakita nya sa center table ng living room ang invitation letter. Nagdadalawang isip sya kung babasahin nya o hindi. nakita nya sa labas may nakasulat na " Please Read Me!"

Bubuksan na sana nya kaso naisip nyang wag nalang.

A DAY BEFORE THE WEDDING : inaantay ni girl at ng kanyang groom si boy.

 THE WEDDING:

Bago magsimula , hinanap ni girl si boy ngunit ni anino ay wala syang nakita.

Sa kalagitnaan ng kasal : Boy : "Itigil ang Kasal ! "

Napalingon lahat.. SHOCKED ! lumapit sa altar si boy.

Girl : why ?

Boy: I love you and I can't afford to lose you.

Groom: Bakit di ka dumating kahapon or earlier the wedding ??

Boy: for what ?

Groom : to take her back.

Umiiyak si girl, nagtataka naman si boy sa sinabi ni groom.

EPILOGUE :

Ang lamang sulat sa INVITATION :

Please come at my house the night before our wedding. I love her so much that I am willing to give way for her to be with the man that she love the most. We will be waiting.